Nikki
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Coventry
Perfection, scared, depression, somatisation

24th December 2010

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Last night i seriously freaked out. Im so scared of eating, the whole concept scares me, i cry after each meal i have. Today I gorged on a McDonalds, it was so big im crying i feel that guilty. I really cant end up back in hospital, there all expecting it to happen. Im trying to stay strong for my Dad and my twin, but its so hard. Every time they leave the house I binge and purge. I cant keep letting them down.

24th December 2010

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deactivated-starsinmypockets-de asked: To all my lovely followers. I wish you a very Merry Christmas and I hope you enjoy spending time with family and friends ! <3

You too Charlie <3

22nd December 2010

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10th December 2010

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onehundredbodies:

dropdeadarling:

fuckingmanic:

chemistrycatastrophe:

no shame, y’all. no shame.

 my fucking life lmfao

always

I peed. I’m so tired, rofl.

onehundredbodies:

dropdeadarling:

fuckingmanic:

chemistrycatastrophe:

no shame, y’all. no shame.

 my fucking life lmfao

always

I peed. I’m so tired, rofl.

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7th December 2010

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7th December 2010

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Fine Is An Evil Word

7th December 2010

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onceapounatime:

again; L.I.F.E.

onceapounatime:

again; L.I.F.E.

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7th December 2010

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7th December 2010

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  • a compliment
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  • if you met me what would you do
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5th December 2010

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i wish i wasnt here anymore

5th December 2010

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I’m living a lie

3rd December 2010

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bury-me-in-satin asked: you're my 200th follower :)
you made my day, i hope you know

Its ok :) xx

3rd December 2010

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I purged for the first time since I was in Park View Clinic

and i feel shit

3rd December 2010

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hausofbree asked: Best moment of your life?

Tbh i dont think i have ever had one :( x

29th November 2010

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